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KEAGAN SAYS.
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08 March 2006
remini-SC-ence. was talkin to rach about our holiday plans den we drifted to school and slowly the topic was switched to relationships, and me being a passive. we talked alot about perspective of love and it was when i really poured everything out. things that i've kept for yrs. so bestie den realise that i have been keeping so much stuff to myself cuz i thought she would never understand. guys are juz too far away from me. not cuz im so into the les world, but they simply turn me off. i cant get myself to love a guy. its hard. i tried. i cant, i juz cant. what happened back den is still haunting me. nvm. yes, and we so happened to talk about eemin and it brought back all the memories.. it was like yesterday. her msges were so ubber sweet.. "gdnite my amazing someone,*plants a kiss on ur forehead*" " i know it means the world to u to go for airborne, but u mean the world to me." awwwhhhh... (i know u are so gonna kill me =P) oh oh and rach was tellin me how anxious eemin was when she din reply to her. it's damn funny. the story goes lidat... after gettin rach's no., matchmaker msged rach but rach din reply till late night. and when rach finally replied, it was when matchmaker was about to call her. LAUGHS. it was alrdy late at night. funny thing is, i was msgin her den and she din reply. i was upset, so i msged rach abt it. yet on the other hand, she was telling rach tt she felt bad for not replyin in case she spoil the surprise. cute. =) anyway.. the whole purpose was to get rach to go school early with her. simply cuz being a class rep, rach cld get keys to open the classroom den she can leave the prezzie on my desk. and i will get a delightful surprise. .jpg) a promise tt was kept =) i remembered she was rushing my prezzie the whole night and ended up having less den an hour of sleep. how sweet. besides, she's got bio test on tt day and training after school k. wondered how she survived. and i cant believe that she actually asked leong for rach's no.!? she was so scared of rach back den! gosh do i sound like im gushing over her? ok im not. but i was, in the past. thinking back.. how we used to bump into one another along the corridor or the amphi canteen and always pretended as though we duno each other . and how our friends wld start makin fun. so attention seekin la. SILLY.  remember this??! haha and ur giant strawberry bubblegum lolli is still in my drawer! bet its way expired. yaya.. oh wells.. den we moved on to miss goh n her english lessons. how we use to bullly her by drawin on her blouse using fabric markers (acts of sammie and tan of cuz) to throwing smarties box and shooting rubber bands at her and bluffing her that im sick when i was actually on the phone durin class to etc and etc. i miss SC! i miss my besties!! i miss the wildness i had. glad that i live am i, that the sky is blue...... ....... is to see that we grow, nearer the sky. |
Keagan
 An average guitar playing guy, with dreams and aspirations. one that like things simple and keep things that way. |